Her datinglife was a mess.
She always ended up paying for the drinks and listening to boring stories.
She is beautiful and strong. Looks like she wears a ‘masculine shield’, needed to protect herself from being vulnerable. With a masculine shiled you have the illusion of being safe because you controle the scenery.

What I call a ‘masculine shield’ (a term David Deida uses a lot) is a shield of hardness, a need to be in controle. Masculine traits to cover up the sensitivity of femininity.

This shield, looks pretty tough, strong and independent.
Of course this comes with a big price: emotionally, spiritually, physically drained.

So she was laying on the massage table when I let the practice man enter the room.
“What happens when this man enters the room?” I asked her but her body already gave away the answer.
She started crying. And apologizing.

I send him out of the room again.

The practice was for her to start to learn how to receive.

I let her practice with ‘wearing an imaginary crown’ on her head when the man would enter again.

She was ready and I invited him back in.

Now his energy changed. Because she was sitting more right up and looking open and self-connected, his gaze was a bit more shy.

“Can you see how you just changed his energy?” I asked her. She was suprised and almost shocked that she has this ‘power’.

..to be continued..